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HIHI guys! =D I'm officially known as LAZY BUM now. As i can hardly go online recently, therefore i'm lazy to blog too. The internet speed is testing my patience. seriously! urghh! Anyway, will just briefly update what have i done recently. Have been going out with friends and family recently. My valentine's day was kinda great too, even though it's not with him. =\ Yeap, went out with a group of friends instead. Movie, dinner and beach. =) Guess some of them had blogged about it too.

@ Jhy Haou's place. A lot of us almost got drunk and thanks to him. -____- @ Jerudong Beach during Valentine's day

Well, not much pictures though. lazy. =p For more pictures, can check it out from my facebook. =) Currently at Cheezbox restaurant, with seng wei and ern. As i always say, it's good to visit old friends and gather around. =) Can talk everything under the sun. Anyway, till here peeps. =D ps: I'm getting fatter now. -.- Weight still remains the same, but i don't know why, fats are accumulating around my waist, and face! Jeans and shorts are getting tighter, and i can even see my tummy protruding out when I wear shirts! That kind of "compliment" is definitely not a miss for me: "Wah, getting chubbier already huh." sigh~ think I should start to burn it from now on.

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I don't know. I'm having mixed feelings at the moment. I find myself a complicated person. Just can't understand myself. sigh~ Well, helping out at Republic Polytechnic talks and seminar was great. the feedbacks were great too. Hopefully will see many juniors next year. =p Most of all, getting good results is the most important thing. With good results, you can enter any of the schools, colleges or universities. However, with bad results, none of the schools will want to accept you. agree? yea, so jia you peeps! =D ANyhow, currently at Jhy Haou's place, celebrating his birthday. =D at least there are some parties and RP thingy occupy me throughout the week. and not to forget, house chores too! -__________- Well, time flies really fast. I've been in Brunei for 3 to 4 weeks already. Left one more month and i'll be back again. woo~ hmmm.. gonna be alone during valentine's day. how pathetic. HAHA! what to do. one at the west, one at the east. =\ the funny thing is that, next year, the first day of CNY falls on valentine's day too! SAME DAY some more! ahh~ obviously i'll be in Brunei celebrating CNY lo.. -______- anyway, have to face it. there are things that we can't change no matter what. But, we can find ways to modify it, or adapt to it. be positive lo~ alright, till here then. gonna continue the gathering. =) tata~ =(

reminiscence

It is always good to visit your former school, and do some catch-ups with your teachers and friends. The feeling is so good. :) I like to recall the time when we all had fun together in secondary school, the nonsense stuffs we did and the place we used to hang out together. oh yea! the food in canteen too! gosh~ uber memorable la! =D Somehow, I feel great when I see familiar faces and know that they are doing well. Anyway, didn't really take much photos though. Kinda lazy with it already. Not in a blogging mood nowadays, so not really into taking photos. Have been visiting houses during cny. I find it great cuz it is one of the ways of meeting up and gathering with friends. Chit chat + gamble + laughter + gossips = =D Well, nothing much to post. I can sense that my life pace is very slow currently. haha. taking my own sweet time doing everything, I mean everything. =\ See ya people! =D

RP's education seminar in Brunei

A short reminder here people! RP's education seminar Date: 8th February 2009, Sunday Time: 2.30pm - 5.30pm Venue: Centrepoint Hotel, Purple Jade, Level 6, Gadong. If you are interested in knowing more about having a tertiary education in Singapore, do visit us at the upcoming education seminar. See you there! =)

Chinese watery new year

First of all, HAPPY CHINESE MOO YEAR! However, it was a very watery new year though. Rained heavily again, and flood too! We are now stuck at cousins' house and couldn't go back. Therefore, we got no choice but to stay over. *sigh~ what a year..*

Fortunately, the rain stopped when it was almost 12am. phew~ All of us thought we're gonna miss the firework session because of that. One of the long crackers stopped half way because accidentally soaked in water. -____- wasted.

Neighbours did not lose out during the firework session too! =D

like somekind of explosion. Was kinda deaf for half an hour. =S

After that, we went to the road out there.. or should I say, river-like road? It looked like this after hours of downpours.

We, the kepo people, were kinda excited for no reason. walked around on the road which filled with dirty water (mixture of mud, shit, drain water and watever u can think of =p)

and it stinks i tell you!

Does it look like a river to you?

drain & road = same! can't even differentiate anymore.

okay, ignore my fat thighs, the water literally covered up my ankles and almost reached my knees! Gee.. what a year huh.

fantasy

Few more hours to Chinese New Year.. Relatives and family are preparing for reunion dinner.. There will be fireworks when the clock strikes 12am, as usual. Wishes will be floating around in air too. Most of all, RED PACKETS! =D Well, for some reasons, this new year doesn't seem special to me though. Reunion? I doubt so. Feel complicated now.. My mind and heart are fighting against each other.. Sometimes, i always question myself : why do I have to suffer from this? why me? It makes no different whether I'm having you or not. exist = not exist at all Guess that's my luck.. When i was small, I thought you were my superman, just like others have theirs, rescue us whenever we have problems, accompany us when we're alone, support us when we need you.. However.. it doesn't seem to happen like what i wish for. Even if it is just a tiny simple thing, you disappointed us, everytime.. Now, I don't wish to have anything from you anymore, just hope you won't worsen it. That's all. Anyway, since I'm here already, just forget about it and treat it as invisible. What to do, just tolerate some more lo, since I've tolerated it for years, or probably a decade already? Time just passed subconsciously.. Somehow, guess I should be thankful and appreciate what I'm having right now, as it taught me how to live life meaningfully, look things in a different way and not to take things for granted. Furthermore, became a stronger person too! And I swear I won't follow the same path as they are having right now, instead, I will try to make it even better no matter what! cross my heart and hope to die! Slowly, step by step and walking towards my dream life.. --------------------

ANYWAY, not to spoil my CNY mood, I'm here to wish everyone

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! may all of you have a great year ahead and enjoy! =D

Oh well, everyone's talking about Brunei's weather. sigh~ Yes, it's very very terrible! Can say almost whole Brunei black out ba.. (over exaggerate though) ESPECIALLY MY HOUSE TOO! No electricity, no current. Super inconvenient eh! When I was on my way home to Brunei on Monday, it started to rain heavily. Is this a way of welcoming me? hmm.. Then the next day, rained heavily again. I was stucked in Gadong for 2 hours plus till midnite, just to wait for the water level decrease. Gadong area flooded, even Kiulap, Beribi and more too! what a bad weather Brunei has! I just came back and everything was like, WHOA~ Flash flood, phone line down, no current.. suffering! Hope it's not because of me. HAHAHA! =p anyway, I wont online that frequent as before. Internet speed slow, current sot sot also. sigh~ sounds like I'm at somekind of backdated place.. what to do.. well, till here. =) will blog again soon. =) tata~ I MISS YOU!

in Brunei!

Yes, I'm in Brunei now. =D Anyway, short update here. Republic Polytechnic will be holding an education seminar at Centrepoint Hotel, Gadong on 8th of February, Sunday, 2.30 to 5.30pm. For those who are interested, you're most welcome of course. and I'll be there too! So, see you there! =D In addition, we will be having school talks at different schools too. Below is the summarized schedule: 8th Feb 2009, Sunday, 2.30 - 5.30pm - Education Seminar at Centrepoint Hotel, Gadong. 9th Feb 2009, Monday, 8.30 - 9.30am - School talk at Chung Hua Secondary School, K.Belait. 10.00 - 11.00am- School talk at Chung Ching Secondary School, Seria. 11.30 - 12.30pm - School talk at St.Margaret's School, Seria. 10th Feb 2009, Tuesday, 8.30 - 9.30am - School talk at Chung Hwa Middle School, Bandar. 10.00 - 11.00am - School talk at SOAS College, Bandar. 11.30 - 12.30pm - School talk at Pengiran Anak Puteri Hajah Masnah Secondary School, Lambak. Yeap yeap, that's all. Any questions or problems, feel free to contact me at msn, or just tag beside there. =D HOPE TO SEE U THERE!

PON PON PON!

Skipping class is DAMN addictive! and contagious too! Once you skipped once, you will feel like skipping the next day again. =| Person A: Ehh.. I feel like 'pon' eh today.. ( is a short form of 'ponteng', which is commonly used by ppl in singapore. means skipping class) shouting out in the class, while slacking.. Person B: Yea lo yea lo.. me too!! sigh~ no mood to stay le.. Person C: Me three me three! ba, let's go! packed bag and leave.. Gosh, it's really ADDICTIVE, CONTAGIOUS and I mean it! haha. and I'm one of them too actually. lalala~ I've been skipping class these few days. I got no mood already, seriously. Brain totally shut down and don't even feel like brainstorming. Sorry to those who are in my team. -____- As time goes by, I can't be bothered with my daily grades as well. CHAM! which means that, my GPA gonna drop! =( sigh~ no choice, have to 'qiong' in year 2 already, in order to pull up my GPA. sigh~ jia you ba! feel so guilty... =( It's Thursday today and I haven't pack my bag yet. still early, no? And I haven't buy any food back home as well. Gotta speed up everything so that no last-minute work and rush! well, only know how to say, I don't think I'll change this habit for I'm a procrastinator! Oh ya, I had a video interviewing session today, which will be shown in RP education seminar in overseas. It was okay though, except for the NGs part. =) For your information, RP will be going to Brunei to have seminars about further studies in Republic Polytechnic on 1st of February. For those Brunei people who are interested, feel free to contact me and I'll give you more details about it. =D that's all.

mentally disordered

I'm emotionally affected at the moment. I think I'm suffering from paranoiac, seriously. Have been thinking a lot of stuffs recently and I can't stop my mind! Urgh! sometimes I feel like digging a hole and bury myself in it forever, heck care everything. I wonder if I'll suffer from split personality in future or not. =\ How I wish I have the power to control everything and everything will be under my hand, yes, my hand! I can do whatever I like, go wherever I want and not being controlled by certain things. Sigh~ think my white hairs will grow very soon.. >=(

I hate myself..

Alright, change topic! Yesterday I bladed first time in my whole life! haha~ sound so 'sakai' but it was quite fun. However, I always suffer from the-feeling-of-falling whenever I try to move. -____- I almost fall a lot of times of luckily was grabbed by dom. -__-''' damn embarrassing when people passed by. It's not that easy as I thought when I saw people blading. Even bicycle is more easier than blading la! below is the video that I uploaded in facebook. Take a look and laugh as much as u want. =p I looked clumsy and stupid. I love roller blading, only when I can blade as fast as I can, i can feel the wind in the air. =) but, i sweated a lot that day. =\ ps: You have to tilt your head to the left in order to watch the video. =) sorry for the inconvenient caused. =p