my thoughts

2 more weeks and I'll be back to Brunei! 3 more weeks and it's gonna be Chinese New Year! Gosh, time doesn't fly, it teleports I tell you!! "Is our pace too slow, or time just can't wait to be reincarnated?" HAHA! anyway, I have no mood to study right now. totally in a SLACKY situation! still in a holiday mood, even though I had nothing much to do during holidays. guess what? I'm blogging in class! XD. I realized that my recent posts are mostly personal one nowadays, and wordy too, which i do not really wish it to be, cuz scare that some of the readers might not like it. Anyway, should appreciate that cuz I only blog when i got inspiration and time (as it's hard for me to have these two things with me sometimes) and also, when i feel like to. XD. *slap me!* Oh yea, remember that I mentioned before about my stay in Brunei from 19th Jan to 1st April? I'm thinking of coming back earlier than that. maybe mid of March? =D Reason: Due to RP's International Student Club's Assimiliation Program(AP) 2009, I'm one of the helpers of AP, therefore, I need to be back early as there will be meetings and arrangements that I have to attend in March. -------- Think if I change the date of the flight, i need to pay extra $. FYI, the flight that i take is Airasia. Does anyone know how much I should pay for it? and is it very troublesome? For those who know it, can msn me or tag me. I need info. =) thanks. Haven't tell my mom yet, and I wonder what will she think. hmmm.. For sure she will tease me with this : "wa, want to go back so early.. don't miss home already la, don't want us already la.. don't want Brunei le la~" then followed by my bro, nodding his head up and down behind." RAWR! It's not like that de lo.. I have reason neh~ Of cuz I do miss everyone overthere! =D alright, shall stop here. Else, it's gonna be an essay writing. will update u guys soon. =) ta ta~

mummy-ing

Third day of the very new year and my very first post of the year! How did you guys celebrate your new year? fireworks? BBQ? clubbing? party? countdown? sure you guys enjoyed a lot huh. Me? nah~ I did nothing but reading my book in welcoming the new year. Perhaps, it is the first time that I didn't celebrate with my family, and my first time for not counting down at this such day. Usually, it's my tradition to countdown every single important day like Christmas, new year, birthday, Chinese new year and so on. And that is why, i felt awkward, very, by just letting my christmas and new year eve 'tick tock tick tock' at 12am just like that! To me, I used to think it's quite important to wait and stare at the clock for 12am's arrival and squeal out "HAPPY NEW YEAR!", "MERRY CHRISTMAS!", "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!", "HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!" to everyone! But now, I came to learn that, it's just a normal day, another day of your ordinary life only. Especially when your life changes over time, you tend to focus and move your priority to other even more important things, instead of sticking back to the useless and worthless things. 'won't die la even if no celebrations and countdown! doesn't mean that people celebrate, you too have to celebrate rite?' convinced myself with this when feel disappointed. Yes, there are certain things in your life that you don't need to bother about it, or even pay too much attention to it. And, you don't have to follow the majority too. For instance, whatever most of the people like it, owned it, follow it, you don't have to follow too; just be yourself and do what you can do and capable of, that's all. and Do not influenced by bad people! I repeat, do not influenced by bad people. The most important thing is that, stand strong with your own position and make sure you yourself will not bring problems to yourself, or cause any troubles to other people too. =) oh my~ I soound so mummy and lecturer, talking about all these appreciations and life thingy. This is because, I super duper and DAMN f*cking (please mind my language k, this means that my patience has reached beyond its limit already) hate people who DO NOT appreciate their life and what they are having right now, especially when their parents are trying their best to support them. The worst is, they help their parents by destroying and worsen their own lifes. wat the heck?! Super rebellious and inconsiderate! *can't you just stand strong at your own position and don't be influenced by those freaking no-class, useless and uneducated people?* gosh~ freaking no brain to think about the consequences before doing anything else. *gulped in full mouth of water to calm myself down* What is so good about putting yourself on top of the eggshells? there is safe and prepared way for you to go, but you chose to be like this. sigh~ Anyway, I shall stop nagging about this in case my blood pressure rises. HAHA. For those who are reading this, and happen to fall under this "rebellious and inconsiderate" human category, please lock yourself in your room and reflect on your own, think what you have done and what you have did good (as in literally good) in your life, and what you should do next. No one can help you unless YOU help yourself first. meaning? advice given but don't take it seriously, might as well don't give you. People are trying to help, but if you refuse to take it, it's pointless too. That's why you have to change your mindset and accept. Or else, everything will be back to zero again. Okay, fullstop. End of this. =D *a big smile showed on face from ear to ear* what a lecture-y post to be the first post of 2009. -___-

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update: Yeap yeap, I just bought 3-in-1 Dave Pezler's book today and i'm reading the second part now. Actually, reading isn't that bad though, as i used to think that reading is boring and waste of time. But this time, I proved myself wrong. haha. and I think i'm addicted to it already! =D Anyway, it's good in a sense that i can improve my english by reading too. See, one bird kills two stones.. EH! i mean one stone kills two birds! HAHAHA!

goodbye and hello!

I'm reading this book now and all I can say it is very good! *RECOMMENDED TO YOU GUYS ! Yes, A child called "It". There are three books about this author Dave Pelzer's life and it's based on true story. I bet some of you guys have read this before too.

A Child Called "It". The Lost Boy. A Man Named Dave.

I'm gonna read all of them! =D haha. and some of you might say, "Susan actually reads books huh!" yeap yeap i actually bought it and reading I am now! =p

everyone's favourite! with this as your tidbits while reading, it is an addiction! yum! I have ate up dunno-how-many cans of this already and i'm not bored of it. =D call me fatty! Oh well, till here~ my last post of 2008. Wish all the readers a great year ahead and all the best! Goodbye 2008 and hello 2009!

Upside down

My life has turned into upside down, seriously. Ever since the start of the holiday, which is like two weeks ago, my routine has became like this:

- Sleep at 7am+ averagely, as in everyday. - Wake up at 4.30pm, everyday. - Dinner at around 8pm+ most of the time. - Supper every midnight at 2am+ without a miss! - Then sleep again at 7am+.

To be frank, I never failed to miss any of these routines! AHH! i'm mad.. and i think my body system has used to it already. Oh well, what to do? Blame the HOLIDAYS! I think I'll die early than usual. =X School will reopen soon in one week time. gosh~ damn fast man. Really have to treasure every single day, even though if it's a slacky day. When school reopen on 5th of Jan, I'll be having 3 weeks lessons only. Fortunately, I get to skip class during the 3rd week, as i'll be going back to Brunei to celebrate CNY, from 19th of Jan till 1st of April. School only starts holiday on 24th on Jan till 19th of April. Meaning, I'll be staying in Brunei for more or less 2 and a half month!! 72 freaking days ! -____- I wonder what am I going to do in Brunei with these 2 months plus.. =\ Hope there will be full of stuffs to keep me busy with or else i'll be bored to death! and I definitely will miss him like mad. =( hmmm.. Things that I probably can do in Brunei: - hanging out with friends, as usual. I need people to drive me out! muahaha. as most of my friends are 18 and above, which means that they are able to drive! haha. *yes, i'm talking about you! nah~ I'm not that bad, only if I have no transport, then I'll 'ma fan' you guys. =p - online at cafe or restaurant as I was told by my brother that my home internet sucks! - 100% that I have to do chores for my family, cook meals for them as my maid has already went back. - Sleep like there's no tomorrow! - maybe movie marathon, be it at home or cinema (at least it's cheaper than Singapore. =p) so why not? - I was wondering if I could get my driving test within 2months plus in Brunei or not. so that i can drive legally wherever and whenever I want. However, come to think of it, won't it be a waste if I learn it in Brunei, then when come back to Singapore, I have no car to drive? and I'm not sure whether I need to take driving test AGAIN if I need a Singapore license, instead of endorsing Brunei license to Singapore license (if endorsement of license is not allowed). If I really need to, might as well don't take it in Bru. Sigh.. one word, TROUBLESOME.

Anyway, just let it be then. When the time comes, I'll eventually know what to do right? Alright, till then. ta ta~ You're welcome to tag on my cbox to give me some comments about it. =) Gracia~

New blog skin!

Yes, I decided to change my blog skin due to the 'sien-ness' of looking at the same blogskin for almost freaking 1 year! *note that I changed my blog title too? =D and I actually did this for few hours, from midnight till morning! haha. still feel very energetic though~ the sad thing about this is that, i lost my 'hit counter' codes!! i can't remember my username and password! which means that i can't even retrieve the codes from the website too! urgh! and i almost lost my 'e-referrer' codes also. kept on try and errors, for about 1000times.. finally can get thru it. anyway, not gonna give up and try again later! Actually, I didn't really want to change my blog skin though, cuz scare troublesome as I need to edit html, change settings and yada.. My first intention was to change my blog title/name only. Well, it goes like this: As you all know that my original blog title was "Follow your own heart", rite? then just now when i have nothing to do, i went to view those bloggers who viewed me through 'e-referrer'. Guess wat? I found out that there is one blogger who actually has the similar title as mine! 'Follow your own skill". and another one, 'Follow your own soul'.. Freaking boobs rite? I'm not being an ass or idiot here, but is this coincidence? or meow*? I don't know. Anyway, no offense alright. I just don't really like to have the same things as other people. who likes it rite? And i bet most of you don't like other people to meow* you (be it your ideas, belongings and so on) when it belongs to you too. Unless you have their permissions and credit them, that's the different case. If not, it's either you have no sense of originality, not creative or __________. (leave a blank for you to think). =p Hopefully there's no 'Follow your own brain or legs'.. or else, I'll LMAO!! HAHAHA! After that, I was thinking.. 'might as well just change my blogskin too'.. search and search and head cracked.. So here goes my new blogskin and title: 'Life, as it is..' Anyway, a bit philosophical yet simple.. just let it be la~ New layout for a very new year !

HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE EVERYONE!

ps: Please do comment about my new blog skin alright. thanks. =D muacks~

Movie movie movies !!

The movie was DAMN good, I rate it 5 STARS! *thumbs up!* Yes, it's 'IP MAN' ! i'm sure my dad will love it like mad. Just like what Winnie had said, many people pronounced it wrongly. The funniest lame name that I heard from the retard was, " I.P Zone".. the store where it sells clothes. HAHA! hilarious~ Anyway, it's a MUST MUST show to watch. not good, money back~! Highly recommended. HAHA. I wonder whether people will hate Japanese or not after watching this movie.. Well, there are a lot of movies to catch up too. AHHH!! money flies~ I wanna watch: TWILIGHT- which came out long time ago and everyone has watched it already, YES MAN - sure it's a damn funny movie, BEDTIME STORIES - must be a hilarious movie too. THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL - no idea about this but the trailer is nice. =)

I WANT TO WATCH! how nice if i own a cinema, can enjoy free popcorns, drinks and movie! Syiokadility!!

what a night..

I admit that I am a late blogger. Everyone blogged about Christmas on the actual day, if not, the day before that. But I, always the last one. HAHA. well, that's me. blame me for not that efficient and effective enough. XD.

Oh well, MERRY belated CHRISTMAS everyone !!

Most of the people usually go to town to celebrate Christmas, be it countdown, watch performances and so on and so forth. However, I didn't go to town though. As we know that Singapore is known as a good place to celebrate their christmas and new year. Especially in town areas. It is usually very crowded and full of people. packed and jam like mad, which i don't really like it. Anyway, I celebrated my Christmas at Dom's and his relatives' place. It was wonderful and I enjoyed. We had great dishes like turkey (which is a must must during christmas), pork ham, spaghetti, meat loaf, mushroom soup and more! great dinner. I received few lovely presents too.

Believe it or not? this is my first time decorating a christmas tree! feel so happy when looking at those decorations and presents. =DD glow in the night... this is a real huge christmas tree..! pretty rite? =) Lastly, wish all of you merry merry christmas and a happy new year ! 2009, here I come !

Going out to watch movie later, 'IP MAN', which everyone says it's a good movie. =D HAPPY 4th month! =DD

I hate Dota ! I hate Anime ! I hate Metal songs ! They keep me empty and bored... all the time..! and the best thing is, all of these belong to him.. =( sigh ~

super random

i'm bored now.. bored to death.. i'm so bored that i even go and find online games to play.. which is so not me! guess it's not good to have holidays too in a way.. oh well, i'll just post up some random photos to keep my blog alive. =) please do tag yea. btw, about the secret pal @ RP, i'll just post few photos which i have with me now. If you're really keen to watch the dance ("Nobody") video, check it out at my facebook [ which is not nice apparently; just a hit-and-run dance performance ] . for those who doesn't have facebook and wish to watch, just tag me to upload it on youtube k. thanks. =)

APril and tiffany.. lovely housemates.. tiffany the white and susan the black..

I dunno what's wrong with my phone camera, the photo just turned out to be like this.. haha. frances and i~ the retard..! jia and i~ damn.. blur.. finally, secret pal 2008 has come to the end ! ---------------------------------------------------------- I'm food obsessed currently. my mouth non stop chewing and eating! guess this is one of the ways to kill time though. however, i've put on weight apparently.. sigh~ sometimes, i just can be bothered. anyway, FOOD ROCKS! now, some photos abt food that i've taken past few weeks. this photo was taken at Ichiban Sushi, celebrated Frances's birthday. The food is nice. Especially the bento set, guarantee you will be full if you order this ! this is what they called 'sorbet'. look like real fruit huh.. Anyway, the flesh is actually filled with some kind of ice-cream, which is actually the same flavour of the fruit. yum! and this, PRAWN MEE which you can find at Yishun Block 921 ( if i'm not wrong. or 912? ) Anyway, it's damn nice ! it's a must to try ! thumbs up for this ! =D and more and more and more! there are dishes like frog leg porridge @ Ang Mo Kio (foodcourt S11), ice cream like ben and jerry and haagen daz.. OMG!! i feel so guilty now!! sinful of eating soo much! =S ---------------------------------------------------------------------- alright, up next... FISH SPA!! guess it's at where? our school! it's $3 for 10mins, but we enjoyed more than that. =p well, it's organised by our school's 'diploma of intergrated events management' students. quite a great idea of having this though. felt ticklish at first when i put my feets in.. after that.. 'ahh~ syiok~' like tiny massage by those cute fish.. some of the girls who were at the spa, were screaming out of nowhere.. as if the fish gonna eat all their toes up! haha. hilarious! the guy beside me has more fish than i do.. i was thinking, is it because his feet are dirtier, and that's why more fish are needed to clear off the dead skins and germs? HAHA. okay, another random one.. a photo of which we're asked to take with our drawing for judy's present.. Me, with the letter 'H'. yea, eyebags eyebags.. "sleep early la xian.. eyebags duo duo.. " by Pin Jia. HAHA. true true. i've been sleeping quite late recently.. around 6am++.. what to do.. holidays wad.. can't blame. =p close up sketch.. Does Christmas actually link with birthday? asked myself and by pin jia too.. haha. weird.. Anyway, 7 days to Christmas! Ho ho ho~ Gosh, time is flying literally.. .. 13 days left to 2009, seriously ! think back again, what have i done throughout the whole year? countless stuffs i did, and learned a lot too. gah~ what a year ! Oh well, I shall stop here now. should think hard of what to blog for the next post. =) tata~ enjoy your holidays guys! =D ciao~ sometimes, I'm just wondering who actually reads my blog.. hmmm..

sorry guys, will update soon.. wait till I get pictures and videos from pin jia, then I'll blog again. at the mean time, lazy to blog also. =p Brief info for next post: - Secret Pal 2008 ( International Student Club Prom Night) - Days and nights with P.Jia. HAHA. -and some random photos. hmmm.. somehow, I feel like closing my blog. find it pointless of blogging though. well, will see first la. =\ last day of school today !! wipppeee~~ finally, cant wait for the holidays from tomorrow onwards. muahahha!!