Friday, April 30, 2010

Suck my brain!

What's best for me? I really don't know. I'm so bored in class I have nothing to do! Facebook is boring. Msn is boring. Class is boring. Life is stressful and boring. It's Friday today but I don't feel like TGIF. I feel like making myself more busy nowadays. Asked a friend of mine to find a part-time job for me. Hope I can get it and no back out! Emo period? I don't know. Is ignorance really bliss? I only feel loved from dance. Period.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Make Lemonade Puhleaseee!

If you're wondering whether Susan is alive, yes she still is. Year 3 isn't that easy as I thought. Other than facilitators' expectations and standards increased, I have a Final Year Project to deal with throughout the whole semester as well. What do I do in my FYP? Nothing much other than the fantabulous programming and IT; GPS Tracking System. Yes, my FAVOURITE of all. It's effing hard to understand what our advisor wants and whatever we learned do not really help much too! Republic Poly ain't a Relax Poly at all. On the other hand, I have to be damn on and attentive participative active contributive questionative whateverative in class in order to score A for daily grade everyday, EVERYDAY! I need energy booster I feel so lost! :( I chose the wrong course I swear. Business Information Systems? More like Business Information Systems/Computing! Look at my face! Do I look like an IT person? -.-I know I have always been complaining but I just feel like it? If I'm doing something that I like even though it's tough, I don't mind at all, but it's IT! Oh well. Face it. Lemonade, remember! :D Anyway, I had a goody good day yesterday, more like a de-stress day; spent my evening with the girls though it was my anniversary. <3 love them! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA don't you just love me! :D

Saturday, April 10, 2010


Short post here. Performance was good and enjoy being on the stage, as usual. Photos are uploaded and spread like fire in fb already, if you have my fb. :D School is finally gonna reopen soon, next Thursday! sigh. Same routine all over again. Hopefully I will like the modules that I chose for this semester and most of all, to have new lovely classmates too. (: oh oh, my off day is on Wednesday! Classes on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday wuhooo! Financial Accounting Marketing Business Process Model Human Resources Information Systems
What's up?

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Lemon lemonade bumble bee!

"When life throws you lemons, you make lemonade." That's the line I always use to brainwash myself whenever I receive lemons. Who said life is easy? Life is never easy at all. To me, it's either do or die. I came to learn a lot of things; Good and kind people are not easy to be, people tend to take things for granted and do according their ways as though it is right to do when you're too nice to them. Then sooner or later they climb on top of you and stomp you to death. The world is realistic and selfish much uh. I've actually typed out a lot in this post but I pressed the delete key again. Maybe I just realized that I have too much fire burning inside I guess. I should just stop this bad habit for having the hatred feelings and be more optimistic. I apologize if I ever hurt anyone of you with words when things are not right. Please understand that I'm a straight forward person and that I always expect perfection. People say I'm a result-based person. I don't care how much efforts you've put in and how much hell you've gone through during the process, as long as the result is the desired one, I'm cool. To get things done, you just have to be chop chop and frank and no nonsense should be accepted. That's my theory. (: I know I've fired and bombed a lot of people recently during rehearsals and runs, but can't blame me because we expect you to be extremely well-prepared by now since tomorrow is the performance and it's gonna be a two days event! If you have problems with it then come and find me beforehand. I don't mind to teach and help you. I really hate those who are very irresponsible and yet they still want to take up this responsibility. Burden or what? You might as well don't take anything at all and I'll be the happiest human alive. Anyway, things are getting better now after all the drills and screws. I hope tomorrow's show will be a success. Else, efforts wasted. Break a leg! :D Oh about the Malacca trip, it was fun! I had a lot of makans and the food there best! I didn't do any shopping at all though. I had my eyelashes permed for the first time and enjoyed foot spa manicure pedicure. :D I don't mind going there again and this time round I'm gonna try to visit the places where it's well-known. Pictures were already uploaded in fb eons ago. Shall blog again after this week, hopefully. (: